.July 20, 2009 @ 2:36 AM Y
princessangel
I was sleeping and had this nightmare, which makes me feel so sad.. And i started sobbing myself in my room..
Its always the case, when im so happily into my own world, and sad imagination came up..
Intend to write this before i forget next morning.. ><"!
==============================================================
This occur to me tat.. If one day, my best friend came to me and said she is with my laogong, and he wanted to break up so they can be together.. Yeap, he doesnt dare to tell me directly cuz he is with my best friend, someone whom i trust most in my life.
When i know of the news, i wasnt surprise, cuz laogong have been treating me pretty coldly. I already suspected something fishy. I didnt blame anyone of them, cuz i know, my best friend in term of EVERYTHING, she was better den me. I think, i would rather lost to my best friend den to outside woman whom i will definitely assume WILL NOT BE BETTER den me.
I told her, i will wish her all the best. Cuz laogong is really a good guy, and she is really a good girl. But i really, cant accept it this way, and ask her to give me some time to cool down. I asked for her shoulder for me to sobx.. While sobbing, i told her i really is wishing them the best and will not blame them. All i would blame, is myself for not being a good girlfriend, tats why he will choose her over me.. I told her, if its other girl, i might give both of them a slap and hate laogong forever. But since its her, i wouldly greatly accept him as my brother-in-law.
==============================================================
Well, im sobbing badly now, i could hardly see clearly le..
I guess the rest of the nightmare, is for him to ask me himself tml.
And let him hear me cry MORE!
Hope the nightmare dun continue, i want to sleep! T.T