Loving You

.July 30, 2009 @ 11:35 PM Y

princessangel

Laogong said, his mama pop up alot of housing issues to him again. Which make him very vexed.
Sigh, why must his mama "make life difficult" for us??
Izzit bcuz his mama dun like me, doesnt want us to marry fast, tats why pop all these issues to him?

Told mama about it.. Mama said she feels im too young to marry too.
But mama marry with papa is, papa age of 27, mama age of 23.
If next year we really marry, he is already age of 27 which im already age of 22. So i dun think in anyway im early.
In certain ways, im on the same path as my parent ne..

Laogong said he will give up his oversea trip in order to save more $$ for our marriage + house.
YAY!
Im going to prepare bread for work start of aug, so i can save more $$ for our marriage + house too. And yeap, cut down on my fav bubble tea as well. ><"!
Ganbatte both of us ne!

Laogong, i love you lots! *muackie*

.July 29, 2009 @ 11:04 PM Y

princessangel

Sorry but i have to scold laogong BAKA here!!
How could he think im with him cuz of money! Saying i dun wan him after getting handphone?
T______T

But well, misunderstanding have been solved. -case closed-
He explained for his reaction and i explained for my decision..
Stupid misunderstanding always makes us quarrel for nothing..

Anyways, i hope nothing of this sort will happen again..
Cuz i love laogong lots lots LOTS!

Anyways, laogong's mama want us to buy a flat before we marry.. But is like, where got $$? No idea wad's his mama thinking but both of us are really saving hard for our marriage first..

Even though buying a flat can use CPF but, first installment, furniture etc still need cash.. Must start to calculate both our finance this weekend. Must plan ahead as what his mama suggested!

But of cuz, tats bcuz i wanna stay with laogong soon! =D
Hoping to hug him to bed everything, saying good morning & good night face-to-face everyday.
Kyaa, cant wait for tat day to come! =D

.July 26, 2009 @ 2:39 PM Y

princessangel

Im feeling so fortunate!

Laogong paid 50% for my new phone so tat i can have the same phone as him! =D

Had very big quarrel yesterday. But when laogong saw my hand hurt, he immediately show his concern which really shocked and touched me! =D

This morning, when i wake up, laogong asked me am i hungry, do i need him to cook noodle for me to eat?

Laogong didnt went down to buy breakfast (well tibits..) cuz he said he wanna save money!~

Laogong went goggle on wedding thingy last night cuz he cant wait to tie me down to be his wife!

Ahhh, Mr Lim laogong, i love you lots lots LOTS! *muackie*

.July 21, 2009 @ 12:49 AM Y

princessangel

Today, i specially miss Laogong..
I wonder why..

On my way home, laogong called me asking me where i am. He was worried for me!
He's so sweet!! =D

He said he read my blog. He said im silly. He said he wun leave me..
*huggies*

Laogong, i LOVES you LOTS! *muackies*

Hope i can go home early tml. Cuz i wanna chat with laogong!~ T.T

.July 20, 2009 @ 2:36 AM Y

princessangel

I was sleeping and had this nightmare, which makes me feel so sad.. And i started sobbing myself in my room..
Its always the case, when im so happily into my own world, and sad imagination came up..
Intend to write this before i forget next morning.. ><"!

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This occur to me tat.. If one day, my best friend came to me and said she is with my laogong, and he wanted to break up so they can be together.. Yeap, he doesnt dare to tell me directly cuz he is with my best friend, someone whom i trust most in my life.

When i know of the news, i wasnt surprise, cuz laogong have been treating me pretty coldly. I already suspected something fishy. I didnt blame anyone of them, cuz i know, my best friend in term of EVERYTHING, she was better den me. I think, i would rather lost to my best friend den to outside woman whom i will definitely assume WILL NOT BE BETTER den me.

I told her, i will wish her all the best. Cuz laogong is really a good guy, and she is really a good girl. But i really, cant accept it this way, and ask her to give me some time to cool down. I asked for her shoulder for me to sobx.. While sobbing, i told her i really is wishing them the best and will not blame them. All i would blame, is myself for not being a good girlfriend, tats why he will choose her over me.. I told her, if its other girl, i might give both of them a slap and hate laogong forever. But since its her, i wouldly greatly accept him as my brother-in-law.

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Well, im sobbing badly now, i could hardly see clearly le..
I guess the rest of the nightmare, is for him to ask me himself tml.
And let him hear me cry MORE!
Hope the nightmare dun continue, i want to sleep! T.T

.July 19, 2009 @ 10:44 PM Y

princessangel

This is what i smsed Nechan & Ojou this evening, on my way back home from Laogong's house..

"Ah, im watching Arashi pv and getting so high. Suddently looking so positive towards life! Looking forward for our ktv trip ne! =D"

Yeap, really looking so forwards towards everything!!
1) Looking forward for ktv gathering with my dearest Arashi family

2) Looking forward for dinner gathering with my Weird family

3) Looking forward for 2010 Japan trip with Nechan and/or Laogong

4) Looking forward for next weekend to huggies & kisses Laogong

5) Looking forward for 2010 year end to settle down with Laogong legally!!!!

It have so long since i last felt so positive!
Im feeling so fortunate for..
1) Having such a nice family! (My parent dote on me, my bro caring on me, my sis is cute ) Even though we are consider below average family, but at least we are happily together with lots of family loves!

2) Having such a nice laogong! Despite my terrible temper, he tolerate me through. Despite my childish emotions which cause me always cry & CRY, he always give me his attention and wait for me to stop crying (even though he does feel frastrated when he doesnt know WTH am i crying). When im cold, he will hug me & give me his warmth. When im hungry, he will buy me breakfast/lunch/dinner, cook me curry noodle. When i have craving for chocolate, he will go and buy for me. When i have craving for kfc/japanesefood/nachos etc, he will bring me for a treat! When im sad, he will listen to me over the phone and wait for me to calm down.

3) Having such a nice sisters! Nechan & Ojou! Even though we know each other through Arashi forum, but we are still close like normal friend! We are able to chat everything under the sun. Even though times are tough & we are unable to meet for months, but we still knows tat we care for each other & is looking forward to each and every meeting to have fun!

Ahhh, really so fortunate ne!!
Awwwwwww!!~~~~~

.July 15, 2009 @ 11:49 PM Y

princessangel

Laogong asked, why so long never update my blog.. So, here i am..

Today MC!
Partially cuz im coughing..
Partially cuz my grastic is acting up..
Partially cuz of.....

But mainly is cuz today is my japanese exam!
Dun think can score well..
Blame it on my medicine tat makes me sleepzzzzz.. *yawn*

Now i cant meet laogong during weekdays le.. *sad*
Laogong still say wanna marry me fast..
But keep thinking of how to ~~waste~~ spend money..
He wants to go taiwan, he wants to buy lappy..
Like this how to save enough to marry me??? *roars*