.May 28, 2009 @ 1:05 AM Y
princessangel
I know it hurts you to hear or feel tat i dun trust you..
I have learnt not to trust anyone in my life since.... Thousand years ago.. And right now, i guess i nid thousand years period of time to learn how to trust people back.....
On the side note, laogong said he would bring me to choose a ring someday and he will use it to propose to me! YAY! Even though i have some thoughs of giving up this relationship previously, but right now im looking for him to buy me a propose ring. *blush*
If someday i was to really give up my dream, the only person who i will blame is definitely him!
He makes me so sad.. He makes me so angry.. He makes me so jealous.. He makes me so terrible..
BUT!
He makes me so happy.. He makes me so fortunate.. He makes me so excited.. He makes me so loved..Laogong, i love you lots!!
No idea why, but i feel like crying out of sudden.. Happy? Sad? Excited? Touched?
So much mixed feelings in this relationship.. Anyways, i nid to sleep to stop thinking! Hahas..
p/s: Just a side note.. Let me repeat myself AGAIN!Im selfish, extreme selfish..Im definitely not willing to share my guy with any others ladies AND guys..People out there, Mr Andrew Lim Xxxx Xxxxx belongs to me Ms Angeline Lai Xxxx Xxxx..Anyone who tried/attempted/wanted to do anything funny by getting close to him (even for breakfast/lunch/dinner), please try at your own risk..Anyone who wish to snatched him away from me, please think thrice.. I wun guarantee you will be safe, but i will promise it wun feel be very painful, cuz the journey to death will be fast and smooth!!WAHAHA!!!!!