.May 15, 2009 @ 12:50 AM Y
princessangel
Laogong said the reason he wanna break up was.. We have been quarrelling too much.. I know i know, i dun wanna quarrel too, but when i see him with other ladies, i just get so woke up!!
Im like a small kid scares of other ppl snatched my beloved doll away....Nooo, im saying tat laogong is a doll or whatever.. Im just afraid of losing him.. I know im expecting too much from him and this is really not a good excuse to throw temper at.. But.. I really cant be tolerance when he is with other ladies...
The happy things is,
Laogong still LOVES ME lotssss! *happy*
Seriously speaking im alittle angry when i see him not wearing the ring when working.. As in he took it off and put on the keyboard.. Uncomfortable to me is not really a excuse cuz a person will generally get used to wearing it.. PLUS, for the past 6months at work, he have been wearing the ring keying entries even during most busiest period of time so i really see no reason why he say he doesnt feel comfortable wearing it when keying entries.. Seriously speaking, the only reason i can think of is.. He doesnt loves me as much as he does in the start. *cries*
I told him when chatting on phone at night (just now). He doesnt wear the ring when he is busy & sleeping cuz it will lead him to miss me.. The ring represent me when im not around.. Im too attractive for him not to miss me while wearing the ring... I even "forced" him to admit to this reason cuz this is the one & only reason i can take to let myself feel better instead of thinking negative..
However, i really wish that he can really wear the ring always, without taking it out.. Perhaps exception during sleeping..
I really have no idea how long i can "deceive" myself on the explanation i had think of for him..
It really hurts me when i see him not wearing the ring..
The ring symbolise our love.. I guess towards a lady point of view, a guy should wear the ring always to show tat how much he loves his lady..
I dun wanna us to quarrel over this issue.. But i do hope tat he understand my feeling somewhat.. Even though guy will never understand a lady's feeling, for the least i blogged it out right here..
You know what i meant yea??