Ahhh, tml is laogong's last day at work.. Hmmm, our meeting time will be greatly reduce.. But i hope this does increase our lovely feelings ne.. At least, no more quarrel over work issue bla bla bla.. But still, he is not allow to go out alone with lady (or a group of ladies) if not i will be so deeply hurt again ne..

I cant wait for tml night.. Once again, to hug laogong to sleep again! YAY! 2nights at his house.. Wondering when can i hug him to bed everynight?? *hint hint*

Laogong, i loving you so much!!

Oh ya, have to replan our 1st day japan trip cuz flight will be delayed.. Sigh.. Double workload.. Sad!

I know it hurts you to hear or feel tat i dun trust you..
I have learnt not to trust anyone in my life since.... Thousand years ago.. And right now, i guess i nid thousand years period of time to learn how to trust people back.....

On the side note, laogong said he would bring me to choose a ring someday and he will use it to propose to me! YAY! Even though i have some thoughs of giving up this relationship previously, but right now im looking for him to buy me a propose ring. *blush*

If someday i was to really give up my dream, the only person who i will blame is definitely him!

He makes me so sad.. He makes me so angry.. He makes me so jealous.. He makes me so terrible..

BUT!
He makes me so happy.. He makes me so fortunate.. He makes me so excited.. He makes me so loved..

Laogong, i love you lots!!

No idea why, but i feel like crying out of sudden.. Happy? Sad? Excited? Touched?
So much mixed feelings in this relationship.. Anyways, i nid to sleep to stop thinking! Hahas..

p/s: Just a side note.. Let me repeat myself AGAIN!
Im selfish, extreme selfish..
Im definitely not willing to share my guy with any others ladies AND guys..
People out there, Mr Andrew Lim Xxxx Xxxxx belongs to me Ms Angeline Lai Xxxx Xxxx..
Anyone who tried/attempted/wanted to do anything funny by getting close to him (even for breakfast/lunch/dinner), please try at your own risk..
Anyone who wish to snatched him away from me, please think thrice.. I wun guarantee you will be safe, but i will promise it wun feel be very painful, cuz the journey to death will be fast and smooth!!
WAHAHA!!!!!

Today i gotten so sad.. The same feeling i had last year when Arashi announced their dome concert.. Last year i told myself, its a dream come true to be able to watch Arashi concert live ONCE in my life.. I watched 3times in a year.. Its already a dream dream dream come true true true.. But im asking for more.. Im hoping i could go for another round of concert this year since its their 10th anniversary.. In japan, definitely no chance.. Firstly i wun have the $$, secondly my parent might just chase me out of the house..

Human are never happy with what they currently have. They wanted more & MORE! Im one of those which are WORST! Hahasssss...

Anyways i really cant understand what those damn asshole thinking.. Asking a attached guy to go lunch with other girls. Well well i know its just joking but do those damn asshole bring brain to work? Perhaps, only butt? Hahasss.. Anyways, i know laogong wun go lunch with other girls. Im the only princess girl in this world who deserve his accompany.. *yay* He is not suppose to either! This is one of the promise he had for me, not to go out with any girls. No temptation too! So those damn asshole, bring your brain to work next time!! So sad tat they are one of the OLDEST in the office yet acting like brainless small kid (or are they really tat brainless)... Hmmmm.....

Im so glad tat girl is going for course on wed & thur.. No nid see her and laogong so closely sitted together! *roars* Yes im evil but i really wanted so much to see how the whole processing unit dies. YAY YAY YAY! 1June my team will sit by and watch nice show.. Its free some more!! YAY!

All girls/ladies/aunties please get away from my laogong.. He's mine and belong to me ONLY FOREVER!
Whoever tried/attempted/wanted to snatch him again, please beware of your own danger..
When a person get mad, even if he/she killed, he/she will not get jailed..
Caution: Im mad, im never normal in the first place.. So yea~! Try at your own risk yo!

So what tat im selfish. Human nature are selfish. Love is selfish too!
Whoever shared their love are dumb!
Im just being smart not to share my love anyways!~
Just tat, im on the extreme side of being "smart".
WAHAHASSS!!!!

At one moment he makes me so upset..
At another moment he makes me so happy..

Level up level up!!

Laogong, please continue to treat me so good ne..
Love you lots!!!

This is the most terrible weeks. Whereby my stupid company make my whole team work 9am till end (9pm to 10pm) everyday for 2weeks. Stupid company, but i shall endure till end of my contract..

Laogong, please gimme all the support i need please????

Ahhh, laogong is hook to playing maplesea and doesnt concentrate while chatting with me over the phone. *cries*

Laogong, please gimme all the attention i need please????

Laogong, love you lots!~

Happy 6th Monthsary my lovely Laogong / Andrew / Hot Baby / Honey / Sweetheart !~

Finally, we pass 6months together quarrelling, fighting yet still loving each other so muchie!

Cant wait to meet him tml and give him a big squeezy hugs until he can hardly breath! XD

Laogong, i loves you lots and lots forever..
Laogong, i loves you more and more everyday..
Laogong, you are my one and only!!

Laogong said the reason he wanna break up was.. We have been quarrelling too much.. I know i know, i dun wanna quarrel too, but when i see him with other ladies, i just get so woke up!!

Im like a small kid scares of other ppl snatched my beloved doll away....

Nooo, im saying tat laogong is a doll or whatever.. Im just afraid of losing him.. I know im expecting too much from him and this is really not a good excuse to throw temper at.. But.. I really cant be tolerance when he is with other ladies...

The happy things is,
Laogong still LOVES ME lotssss! *happy*

Seriously speaking im alittle angry when i see him not wearing the ring when working.. As in he took it off and put on the keyboard.. Uncomfortable to me is not really a excuse cuz a person will generally get used to wearing it.. PLUS, for the past 6months at work, he have been wearing the ring keying entries even during most busiest period of time so i really see no reason why he say he doesnt feel comfortable wearing it when keying entries.. Seriously speaking, the only reason i can think of is.. He doesnt loves me as much as he does in the start. *cries*

I told him when chatting on phone at night (just now). He doesnt wear the ring when he is busy & sleeping cuz it will lead him to miss me.. The ring represent me when im not around.. Im too attractive for him not to miss me while wearing the ring... I even "forced" him to admit to this reason cuz this is the one & only reason i can take to let myself feel better instead of thinking negative..

However, i really wish that he can really wear the ring always, without taking it out.. Perhaps exception during sleeping..
I really have no idea how long i can "deceive" myself on the explanation i had think of for him..

It really hurts me when i see him not wearing the ring..
The ring symbolise our love.. I guess towards a lady point of view, a guy should wear the ring always to show tat how much he loves his lady..

I dun wanna us to quarrel over this issue.. But i do hope tat he understand my feeling somewhat.. Even though guy will never understand a lady's feeling, for the least i blogged it out right here.. You know what i meant yea??

I HATE YOU!!
For stealing my heart away.
For boycotting my heart away.
For hiding my heart away.
For locking my heart away.

I LOVE YOU!!
For caring for me..
For tolerating me..
For wiping my tears when i cries..
For comforting my when im down..
For accompany me chat at night..
For morning call me every weekday..
For buying breakfast for me every weekday..
For eating lunch out with me every weekday..
For cooking for me when im hungry at your house..
For hugging me whenever we are together..
For kissing me whenever we are together..
For pampering me whenever we are together..
For hugging me to sleep at night..
For kissing me to sleep at night..
For pampering me to sleep at night..
For saying "i love you" whenever we are together..
For saying im yours forever..
For willing to take care of me for the rest of my life..
For loving me more than you loves yourself..

Laogong / Andrew / Hot Baby / Honey / Sweetheart
I promise to love you till the end of my life...

I will lock your heart away so that you are mine forever.. =P

Before i sleep, before i forget...

Yabai! OMG!

My mama is jealous!!

She complained im always concern for my pig pig laogong.
She complained im not as caring towards her than to my pig pig laogong..

><"!

My lovely Hot Baby Andrew Laogong,

Im angry when you show concern to other lady. Even a small remarks does mean that you show concern to other people. For me, "go home" or "you can leave these for tml" definitely mean you are trying to concern for other people. I would like you to concern for one & only.

Im afraid you are diverting your attention to other lady and forget about me. Im afraid other lady might snatch you away from me. Im afraid that you do not love me anymore. Im afraid of lossing you. I would like you to assure me that you will stay by one & only me.

Im sad that you are unhappy with me. Im sad that you feel that im unreasonable. Im sad that you doesnt know how to handle my emotion. Im sad that you doesnt understand me. I would like you to say "Laopo, i love you. You are my one & only" when im emotional unstable in this situation.

Im sorry that im being too demanding. Im sorry for being so jealous over you talking to other ladies. Im sorry for throwing temper. Im sorry for making you upset. Im sorry for making you angry. I would like you to gimme more love & caring for me & only me.

I trust that you gonna loves me as much as you could.. The promise you made to me, gonna last forever.. We will be husband & wife very soon, and gonna be forever.. Thanks for always be there for me.. I love you forever, my dearest you!~ You are my one & only!~

Please gimme a sms/call when you read this entry. Please let me know that you care for me. Please let me know that you love me. Please promise me that im gonna be your one & only forever.

Your lovely Cry Baby,
Angeline Laopo

I blush at work today! All thanks to my sweetest laogong for being so sweet to me over the phone!

Busy busy cardpac & checking & monito, saw laogong's sms! Excited and called laogong to have a small chat with him while Vanessa finish up her last few pieces.

Details, himitsu! =D
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But he ended with "Laopo good night! I love you! *muackie*
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As still have a few colleague in the office, i replied back very softly covering my mouth "Laogong good night too! I love you too! *muackie* and start giggling..

Vanessa turned over and look at me..
Laogong asked why i said it so softly..

When i hang up the phone, vanessa asked why am my face so red! ><"!

All my hot baby's fault!
But i still loves him even though he makes me so paiseh at work!
Hahas!!

*muackieeee* Laogong! <3

I love him.. I love him.. I love him..

The most important guy in my life..

He says im always using my lip to hit him.. I guess he loves this kinna abuse by me ne!~ *blush*
We are basically kissing each other so often everytime we meet up!~ *yahooooo*
More & more kisses ne!!! *smiles*

He says im always taking adventage of him.. I guess he loves this kinna molest by me ne!~ *blush*
We are basically hugging each other so often everytime we meet up!~ *yahooooo~
More & more huggies ne!!! *smiles*

Like what i told him, the feeling now is just like the period where we just started.. Everything is just so sweet!~

And i hope the sweetness does last forever ne!

Lim Jing Xiang Andrew, I LOVE YOU!

Counting down 36days more for our pre-honeymoon!~
Kyaaaa, cant wait to stick with laogong for full 9days ne!
YAY!

Had kinna heart to heart chat with Vanessa today!

She was saying im near to extreme loving laogong soon! Well well, not yet but soon... Very very soon!!

She says she feels tat i have start to really cherish laogong now..

Was asking laogong izzit he feels tat i dun cherish him in the past.. He felt it tat way too.. But now, he feels it! (i think he might break into cold sweat happily, finally laopo cherish me!) ><"!

I dun wanna to extreme loves laogong cuz he promise to loves me more than i loves him. So yea, i can only extreme love to up to 99% and he love to extreme love me 100%. YAY!!

Had a new nickname for him again! Okies, he got one for me first, and asked me to call him another..
Cry Baby Laopo for me.. Cuz im always CRYing! Happy, sad, angry, stress, etc... And poor laogong will be deeply affected by me and feel sad too whenever he sees me cries..
Hot Baby Laogong for him.. Cuz he's always feeling HOT and sweating non stop... And poor laopo have to keep wiping his sweat for him..

We have to call each other BABY cuz we gotten too old from calling each other LAOgong & LAOpo. So BABY nickname shall make us feel younger now! Wahahas!

Oh, before i forget, i have actually loss some weight. The last round i weight myself was 56kg (if i never remember wrongly) but now im only 51kg. WOW! Tats amazing cuz im always eating full meals & junk food but still loss weight.. Mama said tats bcuz im stress at work tat cause weight loss.. Hmmm, if tats the case, i really wouldnt mind being more stress to get free weight loss. Hahassss!

Time to sleep! Good night! =D

Today then i truely realize tat...

If you see my post here at this timing, im definitely not listening to him to go to sleep..

But i have good reason not to sleep yet.. I just managed to send a few questions to seller for Mickey's game. Gosh, im getting slower in helping people OMG! It have been a week since he asked me to order disc for him.. ><"! Hopefully i can place my order by tomorrow night, if i still have energy to go online after meeting my dearest yingying & weiting~ =D

Just a slight note, i will NOT call laogong as dear anymore! Yes im jealous and not willing to walk the track which he had in the past, SO WHAT?

Im happily calling him laogong right now anyways, why should i be bother to call him dear? =D

While stalking -someone- blog, im thinkinng, i used to always post photos of my happiness momeny.. I must and should stop being lazy and post happiness moment too!

My camera charger is missing.. And after hiding in the dark in my room for hours, i finally on my light to try to find it..

YAY!

Its only on my dressing table.. *smack myself* How could i missed it since i put my spec there when im back.. And yea im charing it to full batt now! =D

Im going to capture happy moment with my dearest yingying & weiting tml yay! =D

Before tat, let me post some sphotos i took today~~ WAHAHA!! I guess (and hope) my sms will comes in when laogong saw these sexy photos of him online. =P



I love it when he is oink oink (sleeping). He just took too sexy to be my most beloved laogong wor~ *muackieeee*

Let me post the photos i took with my dearest Nechan, Ojou & Yen!~


Nechan & Me~
We loves hugging Arashi calendar posting Aiba-chan's favorite handsign *peace*~
Nino & Aiba loves peace & Arashi rulezzz!
=D









Me & Ojou~
Nechan said both of us look sweet in here..
Perfect Aiba & Jun!
What do you think?
=P









Yen & Ojou~
They are trying to make the right & wrong sign of Arashi's dvd.
Which one nicer?
Of cuz is the right A right?
YAY!

Nechan & Yen~
Everyone feels & think both of them look alike.
Hmmm Nino & Sho...
What do you think?
=D









Ojou & Nechan~
They had such a great smile & sign on them isnt it~
Kawaii Jun & Nino~~~
=D

Yen & Me~
We are unique in the sense tat this is the only photo we took standing up!
Wahahassss~~
Aiba & sho"look great together right?
=D

Laogong enlighted me tat the ring is not the first gift he had for me. Instead, its the Aiba's poster when we are in taipei. But.. The first gift which he had for me ever since we are together is the ring.. Ahhhh..

Had a little research on tokyo thingy and im so lazy right now to continue. T.T Japanese yen is dropping due swine which i have no idea whether its good or bad news for me. Its definitely good cuz i can purchase japanese yen cheaper, its bad cuz swine is definitely not nice if got infected.

Whatever it is, counting down 33days to Tokyo! Ah, cant wait! =D

We almost got into a quarrel in the office today. I know, im too controlling. But its really for his own good. Im worried tat he will get grastic pain, tats why i insisted tat he eat his noodle first! See? He admitted himself tat his gotten alittle grastic. I really cant imagine how hurt he will get if i dun force him to eat! No, im not blaming him. Its all tat damn company fault for torturing my most beloved, im so much heart pain den angry seriously.. *curse tat damn company*

Im angry, i admited. Im concerning for him but i really feel tat he is blaming me for disturbing his work. I know, i shouldnt get so affected cuz he got pushed by the damn aunties but...

At least i did tried to divert my attention to the ring which is already spoilt, but i guess gotten worst. Well, perhaps its still the same but i just nid to forcus on something else to make myself less angry! I even almost cried while staring at my ring..

Laogong was sweet to ask me not to be sad. And said he will bring it for repair. But im still sad! Den he said we are getting a new ring soon so even if this is spoilt, it doesnt matter much.. But still, this consider as the first present & ring tat he had for me. Even if we really change ring (cuz of *wahaha*), i would still wanna this ring to be with me forever.

Thanks laogong, i really appreciate everything tat you do for me.. I guess the darkness will be over soon, since like what you said, we always quarrel over work issues. Soon gonna be over. YAY!

Angeline / Miyuki
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Jan 03: PeiQi's Birthday
Jan 04: MayDay's Concert
Jan 10: Xiao Shu's Wedding
Jan 16: 2nd Month with LOVES
Jan 17: Rebonding with Arlene
Jan 25: Sakurai Sho's Birthday
Jan 26: Chinese New Year
Jan 30: Papa's Birthday
Feb 06: JAS Graduation Night
Feb 14: Valentine Day
Feb 16: 3rd Month with LOVES
Feb 22: WeiXiang's Birthday
Feb 28: 嵐 カレンダー
Mar 04: 嵐 - BELIEVE/曇りのち、快晴
Mar 16: 4th Month with LOVES
Mar 19: Laogong's Birthday
Mar 19: Genting with Family & Laogong
Apr 16: 5th Month with LOVES
May 16: 6th Month with LOVES
Jun 04: Mama's Birthday
Jun 13: Japan 2009 with Laogong <3
Jun 16: 7th Month with LOVES
Jun 17: Ninomiya Kazunari's Birthday
Jul 01: Yuyan's Birthday
Jul 16: 8th Month with LOVES
Jul 30: Nechan's Birthday

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