.March 31, 2009 @ 11:00 PM Y
princessangel
Right..
You have to accompany me go lunch.
You have to send me to school.
You have to stay at my house on weekends.
You have to call me everynight.
You have to go overseas with me.
You have to send me home.
You have to listen to my crying.
You dun bother when im crying.
You dun bother when im loney.
You dun bother when i cant sleep.
You dun bother when im sick.
Im wasting your time. Im wasting your sleep. Im wasting your money.You are not being a human anymore.
Me too.
Im tired of being a human too!
All these nonsense wun be happening if i did not confess and you did not ask for relationship.
Dun just blame everything to me!!!
If you are not happy, PLEASE DO TAKE A KNIEF AND STAB ME RIGHT ON MY HEART!
I dun wanna live anyway.
But i cant...
I dun have the courage and i CANT!
Once is enough, i cant do it again anymore! Im still alive now cuz im lucky den. Might not be lucky anymore..
So many unposted post "draft", im posting this no matter what.
Shame on you Angeline! You are still the bitch who cant handle stress from relationship!Friendship, BGrelationship, Family.You failed in everything!19Mar2010, 16Nov2010. Everything is merely a illusion. Its not gonna come true. Just wake up!You dun deserve any happiness at all. Its curse! You are born to be a loner who is hate by EVERYONE!You dun deserve to be love.
You dun deserve to be alive in this world at all!Like what he said, nobody loves you! Only he. Aiba dun love you (yea obviously)! Nechan dun love you (she always put you on aeroplane)!Ojou dun love you (she always put you on aeroplane)!Your family dun love you! They only care about your brother and sister. You are old enough to love yourself!But no, you hate the girl in the mirror FOREVER! How to love?Wake up wake up!Death is the only solution right here my dear!~Get to the hell soon to get loved in your next life.Pretty sure, will be a better life in your next life.How sux more can anyone's life be as bad as you my dear~Stay cheerful on the outer for the rest of *****days. Its a lies, but at least other people will think you are happy. Let them jealous over you for the *****days and continue your journey to true happiness.Counting down *****days. I will be waiting for you down there my dear~