.March 31, 2009 @ 11:00 PM Y
princessangel
Right..
You have to accompany me go lunch.
You have to send me to school.
You have to stay at my house on weekends.
You have to call me everynight.
You have to go overseas with me.
You have to send me home.
You have to listen to my crying.
You dun bother when im crying.
You dun bother when im loney.
You dun bother when i cant sleep.
You dun bother when im sick.
Im wasting your time. Im wasting your sleep. Im wasting your money.You are not being a human anymore.
Me too.
Im tired of being a human too!
All these nonsense wun be happening if i did not confess and you did not ask for relationship.
Dun just blame everything to me!!!
If you are not happy, PLEASE DO TAKE A KNIEF AND STAB ME RIGHT ON MY HEART!
I dun wanna live anyway.
But i cant...
I dun have the courage and i CANT!
Once is enough, i cant do it again anymore! Im still alive now cuz im lucky den. Might not be lucky anymore..
So many unposted post "draft", im posting this no matter what.
Shame on you Angeline! You are still the bitch who cant handle stress from relationship!Friendship, BGrelationship, Family.You failed in everything!19Mar2010, 16Nov2010. Everything is merely a illusion. Its not gonna come true. Just wake up!You dun deserve any happiness at all. Its curse! You are born to be a loner who is hate by EVERYONE!You dun deserve to be love.
You dun deserve to be alive in this world at all!Like what he said, nobody loves you! Only he. Aiba dun love you (yea obviously)! Nechan dun love you (she always put you on aeroplane)!Ojou dun love you (she always put you on aeroplane)!Your family dun love you! They only care about your brother and sister. You are old enough to love yourself!But no, you hate the girl in the mirror FOREVER! How to love?Wake up wake up!Death is the only solution right here my dear!~Get to the hell soon to get loved in your next life.Pretty sure, will be a better life in your next life.How sux more can anyone's life be as bad as you my dear~Stay cheerful on the outer for the rest of *****days. Its a lies, but at least other people will think you are happy. Let them jealous over you for the *****days and continue your journey to true happiness.Counting down *****days. I will be waiting for you down there my dear~
. @ 12:24 AM Y
princessangel
Im selfish, so what?
Andrew Lim supposingly belongs to Angeline Lai ONLY!~
He keep saying im jealous over small issues too. Yes i admit i am! Cuz you are mine forever. There is only one YOU, how can i share my YOU with others? Great no no no NO!
Btw cant go on summer tour next year august. T.T He said have to save up for our marriage in november. Awwww!! But i told him i wanted a winter tour instead. =D
I wanna hug hug him now. But tml, cant hug hug cuz its bloody month end which laogong cant go lunch at all. T.T Endure~ Wednesday faster come! RIGHT NOW!! =D
.March 29, 2009 @ 11:04 PM Y
princessangel
Wahaha!! Laogong sneakingly drove out his papa's car last night. Around 1am+++.. The experience is exciting. XD Imagine he drove the opposite arrow path in multi-storey carpark. Worst!! When we are at east coast park, he actually drove the wrong direction at the small road. Luckily there isnt any car driving in at that moment. If not i guess i wun be updating now. Wahaha!!!
Needless to say, we actually lost our way and he drove all the way to Changi Airport and back to ECP! XD
He said, next week if possible, he will sneak the car out and we will go adventure again. XDD
Awwwwwww, weekend quickly come come come.. Cant wait!!
Oh yeah, watched arashi concert. Its just wonderful! I wanna rewatched someday, alone, in my own room. So i can dance and sing without someone stopping me. Heheheheeeeee!!
.March 26, 2009 @ 9:25 PM Y
princessangel
You neglecting me nowadays!!
You dun reply my sms when you are working. I know you are busy but cant you just dig that 10seconds every 10mins to reply me? Is it really such a pain to reply me? Work is even more important than me??
We didnt even chat for long. I know you are drowsy due to medication. Your tone in the phone sound like you are blaming me for causing you these. Imagine! If you didnt take mc today, you might ended up worst! Blame it on the medicine not me!
I need more attentions!
Just like now, im crying in pain despite having the pain killer which doesnt really works well for me today. Yes! I know you are tired, you are sick, you are drowsy. But it doesnt hurt you to say something more concerning to me instead of just insisting you wanna sleep right away!
Where is the attentions you promise to gives me?
p/s: but i feel like hugging him tight now.. ><"!
.March 23, 2009 @ 11:51 PM Y
princessangel
Laughing at someone's blog..
Im actually worst...
I want my boyfriend all by myself!
Im so selfish.
He cant talk to other ladies nor other ladies can talk to him!!!
I want him to hug me every moment we are together..
I want him to think of nothing else but me every moment...
Its actually more like a mentally & emotional jailed~ ><"!See?
Im worst (so much worst).......
Btw 2days mc..
Stay at home and cant talk..
Life is terrible.. Im really thanking my parent for borning me out with a voice, even though its not sweet enough. =P
.March 19, 2009 @ 12:41 AM Y
princessangel
Today.. I mean NOW!! Is a super important day yo~~
Its my honey deardear laogong's birthday~!!!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy Birthday to you~~
May all your dream come true ne..
Like.....
Marrying me soon~! *blush*
*muackieee*
Love you lots & lots!!!
Btw, both of us actually forgotten our 4th monthsary~~ Ehhhh!! Yabai!!
Dakara daijiobu~~
Aishiteru~~ <3
.March 17, 2009 @ 12:28 AM Y
princessangel
Laogong have been extremely sweet these few days...
Even though he is very tired when he reaches home every night, but he still make it a point to give me a call.
Actually for yesterday and today, im pretty surprise tat he called even before im prepared for it. As it, normally he require me hint him or ask if i wanna him to call him before he does....
How nice if he can do this every nights... *hint hint*
Laogong, i love you!! <3
Counting down 3days to Genting..
Cant wait!! =D
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Adding on~~
Sarah asked me what do i called laogong today.. Im like.. Erm... Deardear? Honey? Laogong?
Anyways, im simply lost for words....
Btw Gnet said she called her bf "A~" den Serene said im calling laogong "A~" too since his name starts with A.. Hahas...
.March 11, 2009 @ 11:07 PM Y
princessangel
The feeling is just.. Not the same anymore..
Is it just me or the both of us do feel the same thing?
If death can solve everything, im willing to do it right away..
Wanna try sky-diving without rope..
Im sure its super fun and thrilling to end my life with..
.March 5, 2009 @ 11:42 PM Y
princessangel
I love Deardear..
I love Laogong..
I love Andrew..
I love Andrew Lim..
I love Andrew Deardear..
I love Andrew Laogong..
I just love loving this guy madly...
XDD
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I just cant wait hugging this guy till he could hardly breath! =D
.March 1, 2009 @ 12:13 AM Y
princessangel
Hmmmm, received Vanessa's sms about BTO flat at woodland. I got alittle excited. Once i reached deardear's house, i went to google on it..
Got so desprate wanting to have a home sweet home with deardear.. But not possible since we are only together for 3months +++ and we have no $$ at the moment at all.. Thus concluded tat our parent wun allow....... Ended up being alittle sad about it....
When bathing, it came to me tat, oh well, even if we gotten approval, $$ and everything else, we cant apply for the flat too! Why? Cuz im underage. Minimum age to apply is 21years old. Which makes me feel much better.. LOL!
Oh well, lets hope tat the next BTO at cck (preferred as near my house as possible) is when im passed 21years old. Dun wanna slip another chance to apply home sweet home with deardear le.. =P