Loving You

.January 29, 2009 @ 9:42 PM Y

princessangel

Just finish watching today's ep of 9pm SCV show.. Guys are seriously.. STUPID bunch of PIGS.. Oh well... Such a big guy yet get con by some stupid home wrecker!! Does they have a brain of their own to think? If they decided to settle down in marriage in the first place, they should put their family (pirority wife) in number one. If anything/anyone which will threaten the ties of the family, get rid of it! You can always find a better jobs, goods etc, but there is only one family who will be with you for the rest of the life!!! HmmmMMm....

Today had interesting discussion with Vanessa & Arlene.. I think its Vanessa who said what if we asked our BF "hey someone nice and handsome is woo-ing me", how will they react.. I think all of us concluded that most guy will just say "i have great confidence in you". ><" Seriously i must say, most of the ladies out there hate their BF to reply this.. Hey guys, must you all always wait till things happen, like your GF really get woo off and leave with other guy then you start regreting? Even though its said, what's yours is yours, nobody can snatch from you. what's not yours will leave you eventually.. But i guess, most ladies out there will still want their guy to show attention to them by saying something sweeter, nicer to them instead of just "i have great confidence in you".

Perhaps i watch too much tv drama. But alot of relationship (married or attached), even though there are alot of so-called confidence, they still get break-up or divorce cuz one of the party did not show enough attention to another party. I do agree that confidence is build with times, but confidence can be gone within seconds. Just a small mistake, confidence that is build over years, please say byebye to it yo.. =D

Let me end with my sweetest chocolate deardear answer..
"i will treat you even better so that you will not leave me"...
Ahhhhh, my heart is melting..
For the least, i really did not expect him to say that. I thought he will just reply the same as 99% of the guys "i have great confidence in you". I dun even mind if he doesnt have confidence in me. Cuz confidence means asshole to me..
Show it with action if you really love a person, not just with promises. Cuz promise is meant to be broken someday. =D

.January 28, 2009 @ 12:37 AM Y

princessangel

Yeap, i make a fuss today and cried so many times today..
I guess my emotions is really very unstable recently.. ><"
Sorry dear dear for causing so many trouble ne..

Dear dear is sweet to endure everything i created..
Dear dear is sweet to promise not to leave me no matter what..
Dear dear is sweet to promise to take care of me forever..

My dear dear is definitely the sweetest guy in the world..
But he is unlucky to know me, make him his loves one..
Hahas..
I love you forever, sweetest chocolate Andrew dear dear.. <3

.January 26, 2009 @ 11:55 PM Y

princessangel

The reason why i choose not to get into any relationship for the past 3years was, i could never control my emotion when come to it.. I can just cry every night for nothing.. Or even for the smallest matter which mostly require a microscope to see that matter..

Im definitely suffering from the same thing once again... Maybe i should seek treatment for this? I really dun wanna end up lossing him or crying every night...

I can be a good friend (if i want to), but im definitely not a good girlfriend no matter in what view you are referring to..

Sorry deardear for all the suffering..
Please leave me if you had enough of me..
I really do not want you to suffer in my hand..
Nobody will ever be fortunate knowing me..
Im nothing but a jinx.. Of love....

. @ 11:00 PM Y

princessangel

Crying during chinese new year is just.. So fun..
Oh yea...
I want everything to end.. IMMEDIATELY!!
Yes.. EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!
Everything is nothing but just a lie..
Oh yea.....

Dammit!!

. @ 2:54 AM Y

princessangel

Just finish watching tv with mama & bro.. Qi is sleeping and the tv is watching my papa.. Hehe.. =D

Deardear stayed over for 2nights. Which estimated that both of us are sticking to each other for around 40hours? Awwww, how i wish it could be longer.. T___T Happy times always pass too fast, for me to catch up with it.. =x

Deardear brought me R4 for my dslite on sat.. Hooray.. Now i can play my games at ease without having to worry the game will be restarted again! Download alot of games at his house after shopping at bugis street & simlim and now i have yet to finish any of it. Im now really wondering how did Nino managed to finish around 10series of games monthly? >.<""

Oh yea, me & dear dear keep competeting with each other on the drum thingy on deardear's psp.. Since im someone who cant lost, i did stress up myself alot when trying to win dear dear.. *smack myself* Nevertheless, the game is fun! Im looking so forward to play the real drum with deardear at arcade someday.. Yay!

Have to wake up in 5hours time to prepare going around for chinese new year house visit.. I guess i might reach home only around 11pm at night.. ><" Busy busy day tml ne.. ><"

On the brighter side, counting down around 36hours before i can hug my deardear again.. Hmmmm.. I hope the day pass faster, so i can hug my deardear very very soon!! =D

Missing him........ Okies, i sound like love sick now.. But who cares? =D I do want the whole world to know how much i love him... =D

Brand new year (chinese year), i just hope that i can control my temper so that deardear wun have to suffer anymore when with him.. Really dun wanna end up him leaving me cuz of my temper.. God, my wish is simple isnt it? Grant me yea? =D

Happy Chinese New Year minna san.. =D
Hopes all of you collect alot of hongbaos yea? =D

.January 23, 2009 @ 12:24 AM Y

princessangel

Very very sad ne..
Didnt managed to order Arashi new single from playasia..
Today den peiwen told me tat its out for preorder at playasia..
When i login, its already sold out..
Immediately went to yesasia.. Limited Edition 2 (Ohno's single) oso out of order..
In the end have to buy from some seller only which cost $10 more ex per single. T___T
And ordered Limited Edition 1 (Believe) from yesasia which cost $6 more ex per single. T___T
All as compared to playasia!! @____@
Peiwen & Sabrina promise to inform me straight away if next time there is arashi pre-order up on playasia..
Hopefully next round, i will manage to get single/album from playasia at cheaper price ne? =D

On a happier note..
In around 18hours time, i will be able to hug dear dear le.. =D
Provided sales team early cut off.. =o
I miss my dear dear so much..
Finally, i can hug him to sleep tml le..
YAY!!

.January 21, 2009 @ 11:16 PM Y

princessangel

Im loving my dear dear so much ne..
Met him at cityhall at 6.15pm cuz im missing him so much..
Even though i told him over the phone i dun wanna meet him..
But ended up smsing him telling him im going to meet him..
Its such a short period of time.. Isnt enough for me to hug him..

Before he slept, he smsed me saying he is mine 24hours forever..
See? How sweet my dear dear is to me? =D
Im going to be his forever too..
Forever and ever..
=D

How i wish i can hug him to bed everyday ne?
HmmMMmm..

. @ 1:41 PM Y

princessangel

Its getting so funny..
I love him yet i wish him to go...
Too petty to be someone's girlfriend..
I guess its still the best for me to remind single isnt it?
At least, no guy will be suffering under my hand anymore..
Oh yea...

.January 20, 2009 @ 11:21 PM Y

princessangel

Tml is the half yearly japanese test..
I have not start revising yet..
Taking mc tml to die hard memories the notes..
Hope i can pass yea?

Btw going to city hall meet dear dear for a while before my test..
Cuz missing him too much..
Will hug and revise at the same time, when meet him.. =D

. @ 12:23 AM Y

princessangel

Ah.. Missing my dear dear so muchie..
><"
Counting down 4days to meet him...
Cant wait fo the day to come yo..
=D

.January 18, 2009 @ 10:03 PM Y

princessangel

Stupid deardear's house phone..
~~*swear and curse*~~
Now i cant chat with him over the phone..
Cuz it always have problem..
T________________T

. @ 2:31 PM Y

princessangel

Where are you?
Why you never reply my smses?
Why you never answer my call?

I miss you..
*sobx sobx*

.January 17, 2009 @ 11:07 PM Y

princessangel

How am i suppose to show the world how much i love my ~~silly~~ boy?
Too much that i, myself unable to imagine.. Hahas...
Even though he is tired, after helping out at his parent's store, he still wanna stay with me until pretty late at night..

Gonna miss him lots too, since the next day we are able to meet is so long..
Counting down 6days? *roars*
I miss him... =(

.January 16, 2009 @ 10:47 PM Y

princessangel

Happy 2nd month anniversary to my sweet chocolate dear dear!!
So fast 2months le ne.. Cant imagine we can be together for 2months ne..
I hopes to last with him forever and ever ne.. =D

Chatting with him now.. =D
Miss him so muchie ne..
Tml can hug him long long le.. =D

.January 15, 2009 @ 11:01 PM Y

princessangel

New nick for my sweetest dear dear..
Gonna call him chocolate cuz..
チョコレートは私の一番大好きね。。。
貴方も。。私の一番大好きも。。

How can i express my love to him?
私の大好きの人。。
永遠にの愛ですか？
愛してる。。。